“What have you done?” The principal roared as we stood over the lifeless body in the playground.
It had started off as an ordinary day. I was sitting alone, in the playground, as usual. Mum had packed the same boring dodgy canned tuna and out-dated mayonnaise. I picked it up with both hands, trying to make sure the runny mayo didn’t leak through the bread. Unsurprisingly, as soon as I took the first bite, mayonnaise ended up on my second-hand school tie. I sighed, using my thumb and my saliva to wipe it off as best as I possibly could. Luckily, the fifty dollar note layed unaffected in the palm of my hand. I shook my head sadly. If I ran away now, then I wouldn’t have to give the money to Michael. I wouldn’t have to look up and into my Mother’s sad eyes and have to tell her that I stole the money out of her wallet. I could almost imagine the conversation word-by-word.
“I understand Bobby. I’m sorry we are so poor, I just, I, I have always tried to be the best mother I possibly could, but, I, I can’t afford you a phone or anything. I’m so sorry honey, I just…” And tears would follow. They would stream down her pale face, past her hollow cheeks. Big droplets and lots of sniffing. There was never away of telling Mum why I had taken it. Michael always forbid me of letting out a single word; as if he knew that what he was doing was wrong.
A shadow towered over me, blocking me from the sun that I had so warmly replenished.
“Look who’s here mates” Michael snarled at my face, his two sidemen, Rover and Greg, copying every move he made. “Do you have the money?”
I tried to cover up my fear. I tried to look up at his face; but I couldn’t. I was too much of a wimp, just as Michael had always told me. I gulped and my fist tightened on the note but I wasn’t fast enough for Michael’s sharp eye. His giant hands reached out and plunged at my tiny fingers. He forced them open and grabbed the note out so fiercely that I was surprised it didn’t rip. I took a deep breath and I knew what I needed to do. My Mum always told me to stand up to bullies, not that she knew I was effected by one. I looked at Michael’s pursed lips covered in droplets of supaliva. He tried to reflect rage and anger, but the only thing I saw when I looked into his eyes, was fear.
“Michael?” I asked. “Does it hurt?”
“Does what hurt?” He asked cluelessly.
“Does it hurt to be lonely? Do you ever feel rejected or upset?”
Michael’s eyes turned into slits and he peered at me. His pupils were like daggers about to lunge onto my torso. Rover and Greg stared at me in horror, as if I had just delivered a death threat to a king.
“You shouldn’t have said that Weasel. I’m going to turn your face into a flat pancake. Your last words?”
Still, the fear overtook his face. All I saw was a useless puppy dog, feeling abused and rejected. I stared at him sadly. Everyone knows that Michael is perfectly capable of turning someone’s face into a soccer ball that looked like it had been run over by a monster truck five hundred times.
“I just want you to know that if you ever want a friend, I’ll forgive you. It’s not too late.”
Michael growled, his teeth baring. I closed my eyes, waiting for Michael’s fist to make contact with my skin. Instead of focusing on the punch, I decided to concentrate on the story I’m going to tell my Mum. When she asks what the bruises are from, I’ll say I ran into a pole walking home from school. Or I can add in a new companion. I’ll say my new friend and I were playing tag and I was trying to run away from him. That’s better. At least she’ll think that I made a new buddy. She is always asking if I want someone to come over for dinner. Surprisingly though, the next few moments weren’t ones of pain, just patience. I opened my eyes slowly, just to find Michael’s clenched fist frozen in front of my nose.
“Come on Michael” Greg whined impatiently.
“Yeah. Punch his face in already” Rover complained.
“I don’t know” Michael mumbled. “My hand kind of hurts from yesterday’s fiasco. Billy’s face was really stiff and my hand is pretty weak because his cheekbone was on a funny angle.”
Rover and Grg looked pretty unconvinced but they didn’t question him or complain any further.
“I don’t know. Maybe we’ll just take his lunch instead.” They all stared at my sand which that layed almost untouched on my lunchbox. It was hardly something I felt any attachment to. I don’t know why Micael wanted it.”You heard me Bobby. Pass it over.” He was trying to be tough, but he called me Bobby. Weasel had become my new name basically. All around the school. Students and even teachers. Last year, when Mr Brown accidentally wrote Weasel on my school report, Mum was very confused, I didn’t dare to tell her how the name has been stuck onto my back with sticky notes almost every lunchtime.
I passed the sand which over, as if presenting an alive dodo bird to a scientist. Michael took a big bite, his face changing colours; I don’t think his stomach had adapted to the taste like mine had.